This past week has been the toughest week I've had in Nicaragua. I've struggled with my purpose here and if I'm fully letting God work through me. A lot of our team has also struggled with have colds/sinus infections which has been frustrating. I also have found myself not putting everything into my ministry.
A common thing I found myself saying this past week is I want to go deeper physically, mentally, and spiritually. I wanted to know all the girls on my team in such a more meaningful way than surface things. I also wanted to know my identity in Christ more than ever before.
Last night was an incredible thing happened. I felt such a strong and deep connection to God and my team. He used us to speak his words to others and uplift one another. It was so amazing to see how much we all bonded in that moment and see how The Spirit was moving in that room.
We just passed our half way mark here and last night came at the perfect time. This just proved to me that God will move and speak to me when the time is right. He uses certain scenarios that HE wants to use, not what I want, to make himself heard.
I've learned a lot of trust in The Lord this week. Trusting that the work I am doing is through and for him and that not matter how big or small the task is, it's holy. I've learned to just trust what he tells me because he would never lead me astray. I'm gaining more and more courage to act on what The Lord tells me and not think twice. Basically to sum it all up, GOD IS GOOD!
"Let us draw near to God with a sincere heart in full assurance of faith, having our hearts sprinkled to cleanse us from guilty conscience and having out bodies washed with pure water. Let us hold unwaveringly to the hope we profess, for he who promised is faithful." Hebrews 10:22-24
