I was so scared to be out of my comfort zone , to let go of everything I knew. But I knew God was calling me. So I took a leap of faith and jumped into the water, the great unknown . To be honest I was so scared , I felt like I wasn’t ready but to be real nobody is. He was calling me to be more intimate with him to know him more. One night at training camp the worship leader was telling us how God is madly in love with us, I was like yea. Then I hear him whisper Do you believe that? I want to love you so much more just open up your heart and let me in. I had to let go of everything and stop believing all the lies of the enemy telling me I could never be loved. After I let go and let him take control wow it was like chains were broken. I felt like a child running into their daddys arms. It’s crazy who we fight God and always want to be in control, when he created you and knows you better than anyone else. But he’s a gentlemen and gives you a choice to chose his your way or his. I encourage you today just to seek him and take a day off and take all distractions away. Go let him lavish his love on you and hear his voice all he want is your attention, he wants intimacy with you. Look around you and see his beauty in his creation. Everyday I wake up and see his love from the big blue sky to an orphans smile :). I pray all is well with y’all I love and miss y’all dearly!!! Please keep praying for us 🙂
