Floored

Romans 11:33 “Oh, the depth of the riches of the wisdom and
knowledge of God! How unsearchable his judgments, and his paths beyond
tracing out!”

Mmk so God and his spirit and how He does things is
powerful. I used to say this, I used to pray that I be filled up with
this power so i had words to say to be his witness. I used to ask for
His power to grasp how high and wide, long and deep is His love. I used
to read that His love and peace surpass knowledge, that as the earth is
higher then the heavans so is his thoughts higher then our thoughts and His
ways higher then our ways. That His way of running an upside own
kingdom where the last is first and the poor are rich, where the Son of
God came down not to be served but to serve us, and to give his life
for us transcended understanding. But i had absolutely no idea what his
power entailed. I´ve been going through a refining by fire of
my faith. I was doubting silly things about His character, going
through crazy catch 22 stupid theological thangs that would drive me
crazy. But in the same way that Jesus could be both fully human and
fully God, how an electron can be both a partical and a wave, God does
things that just can´t be understood by our little brains. We write
books arguing back and forth about how we think God chooses people, or
what we think about predestination and free will, or how we think it
looks for us to be adopted as His sons and daughters. Buuuuut what “we
think” is a joke. God´s power is reduculous, absolutely rediculous and He is chiefly concerned with His glory-which is a very good thing. I´m
not saying to leave your brain at the door and not ask questions but
once you do ask the hard questions and start to dive into it i feel as
though you walk away jus saying wow, at least thats how i´m walking
away from some of the questions i´ve been asking lately. But ya anyway
I really tried to explain what God´s been teaching me lately about his
power but i can´t really do it i feel like… sooo ask me when i get back, it´ll be a cool story. I
guess the bottom line from this past week for me is summed up in
Jerimiah 33:3 “Call to me and i will answere you and show you great and
unsearchable things you do not know.”